First day of DeviantART: June 19th, 2010.
Point Commissions: CLOSED
Art Trades: CLOSED
Finally a title that's a little better than just the month.
Good news? My art block's gone, or pretty much gone. When I sit down and draw I can actually go for a good while and not lose motivation and/or stop. I still haven't gotten back the frequent "I should draw stuff!" feelings and that's still kinda worrying, but I'm sure that'll come back in time. At least when I consciously make myself sit down and draw, it actually happens instead of one doodle taking 4 hours that I quit right after I finish.
I'm still a little unenthused with everything right now but it's getting better. I think I just need to make a conscious decision to stop sitting on my butt in front of the computer and go do things that make me happy. Try drawing on paper again or play some games. Plus I think school will help with that, getting me out of the house and stuff. I think this is caused mostly by having nothing to do.
I start school on Wednesday and I'm really not looking forward to it simply because it's going to be different and I don't know what to expect. I'm not afraid and I'm not dreading
it in any way, I'm just not excited and I'd rather it not start. I swear I've gotten less and less enthused about college the closer I get to actually going. It doesn't help that my mom keeps bothering me about it and the school's handling of new students and enrollments and things. I don't remember if I complained about this here before, but basically they're just extremely impersonal and disorganized about things. Their website is way better than a lot of other colleges I've seen but it's still a piece of trash and over-complicated. Everything's over-complicated and it's getting really stressful.
Anyway, to get back to a brighter subject, I've been in a very fall mood. I keep waking up every morning thinking the air's gonna be damp and that everything's going to be orange and brown outside. So that'll probably show in my art, I know I'm already starting to draw my OC's in sweaters with hot drinks and stuff. Because I started listening to a certain band
too early (Creature Feature/Rufus Rex), I'm also in a very Halloween-y mood, too. Hopefully this lasts into the actual season, and I draw lots of cute fall things.
This is kind of unrelated, but a bit related to the fall season, but I've really been wanting to change my wardrobe. I want to buy some skirts and tights and cute clothes and scarves and things, but due to current fashion trends I can't find anything I like whatsoever. Can't online shop at the moment either, so right now I'm pretty much doomed to stare at cute clothes on the internet that I know I'll never get. Hopefully once the cooler season starts, clothes stop being see-through and cut too low/high for me to wear. Then again, half the sweaters and shirts they sell are made of such thin material they end up being see-through anyway. OH WELL, here's hoping.
Also recently made an OC through a secret OC prompt thing with Keiggy. We just picked a genre and then made characters without consulting each other, and they turned out really good. Neither of us have ever really done Sci-Fi so that's what I picked, and so far the RP's going really well, so you might see some drawings of those two soon. Their names are Jon and Darren and they are SPACE BUDDIES. Though Darren's more like Jon's dad because he's an old man. u.u
I'll probably be streaming a little more, too, and probably soon. Really hoping school doesn't interfere with that, but you guys will obviously know if it does. XD
Any of you starting school soon? Come on guys, I want you to talk to me, I want to talk to you guys
more! Please tell me what's up~ I wanna get back to the time when at least a few of my watchers talked to me.